Cravings for being appreciated

What do I crave for the most, the moment I took on learning yang qin, is appreciation, and also, acceptance..

Because.. So far.. All I get, especially at home, is

"So noisy"

Gee, I wonder how much that hurt me, but still, I swallowed it whole, and have been doing it for almost 3 years now...

Suddenly, it all burst, and, I broke a string during my rampage...

It's like, the only place where I could feel the love is when I play it all alone at home, all alone in school, and with my yang qin friends.. It's just, so hard to find people to appreciate the things I do, all I could say is...

Under appreciated

This post, may sound selfish and self-centered, it's like, I'm not standing in the angle of others and think. I do, and I did. It's just, I've been such a nice person for so long, and I just couldn't take it anymore.

And this goes out to everyone who feels the same as I am, no matter what field we are in, I feel you.