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Singapore Trip!

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Thu, 17 Dec 2009 03:09:00 +0000

Yesh! Singapore trip was great! Eventhough there weren't that much shopping like the one in KL trip, but at least we got to visit Universities, Colleges, places of interest in Singapore such as Jurong Bird Park, Night Safari, Singapore Zoo, Merlion, Sentosa etc.

Photo taken in the MRT

We even visited universities like SMU, NUS and NTU. And I went over to Singapore Polytechnic to take a look-see since my cousin and friend is there.

NUS staircase and study room

Me in NTU admission office

Tzy Tyng posing in La Salle - College of Arts

More pics in my facebook :P

Hooo whee! I even meet up with my cousin, Gwen and her bro, uber excited about it. But alas, we grew distanced, and we weren't really that talkative as before, but deep down I know we're still closely bonded :)

Meet up with my sis too, of course :P And also Ting Feng~ Hahaha

Overall, the whole Singapore Trip was great. Not as much shopping as the KL trip, but there were more sight seeing, which turns out to be quite fun, well for me, that is. And we even get to visit universities and colleges too, because that is the main objective of going to Singapore in the first place.

Updates, finally.

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Mon, 14 Dec 2009 04:44:00 +0000

Yes, finally, I'm here to update, the ups and downs, and happiness and sorrows, the inner thoughts and pictures! :D

Graduation

Yea, UEC is like totally over, and the thing that we're anxious about is of course, GRADUATION! Preperations and rehearsals were made. Tears were shed and smile were shown. After 6 years, we're about to leave secondary school and leap into a whole new world of University/College life.

Some may even start working, whatever the future may bring, wish you all the best!

For more photos of Graduation Day, please visit my facebook profile @ http://www.facebook.com/reqs.php#/album.php?aid=126352&id=843445998

Graduation Dinner/Appreciation Dinner

It wasn't as fun as I thought it would be. And I don't really have anything to mention about the dinner. Overall, the food was great and that's it

Pictures available in my facebook profile "Appreciation Dinner 2009"

Graduation Trip 2009

Dear oh dear, do I have lots to talk about this trip.... but some juicy details shall be discrete.

Connie, Wei Wei, Tzy Tyng, Stella, Su Tien, Avelin Han, Jia Yi, Elizabeth, Jordan, Sheldon, Alex, Yu Ze, Heng Jian, Jie How, Young Kee, San Teck, Simon and I were those who went to KL together on the 22nd of Nov. We were all excited of course, I couldn't sleep well for few nights before the trip itself. It was fun, real fun.

We went shopping most of the time, not much of a together thing, until... we reached... GENTING HIGHLANDS!! :D

Corkscrew, flying coaster, some thing that plunges to the group from the air and stuffs. Great fun, just what we needed to release all those tension we got in school and UEC. It's over, all is over.

Overall, this graduation was great fun, but, there were unwanted disturbance in peace and it's just a whole part spoiler :D

And, after this trip, we've seen some changes, and I think it'll be permanent ^.^

Cheers!

ps: Sry for being so brief, I wanna rush to the next post, which is more recent, so I can type more about it :3

250th Entry

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Wed, 28 Oct 2009 16:00:00 +0000

Click on the video! Click it~ And listen to the end :D

Saving this post for a special someone, a very close friend of mine.

*drum rolls*

Kenny Chang!

It's your birthday Kenny! Best of all, it's you're 16th birthday!

I still remember the first time I meet you, you were just, well, quite a little kid, a shy one in fact. All you do is wrap your head in your arms and sleep. But still, you would greet with a smile on your face, most of the time :D

You looked kinda distorted... Sry for the bad quality of my phone back then xP

And guess what? The moment Avelin and I see you, we both keep saying you're the cutest thing ever xD

Soon, you grew up, and I watched you grew up. Our friendship grew with it as well.

After all the crazy months, it's finally the time for you to shed your 15 year old skin and grow into a 16 year old.

That's.... so... touching... T_T (lol)

But no matter how old you looked, you'll still be everyone's cute little Kenny, right Avelin? :D

"oops? Really? Thanks :D"

Happy Birthday Dude! Smile always :)

Total knock out!

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Mon, 26 Oct 2009 10:52:00 +0000

You're a total knock out!!

I giggle everytime I think of you, gosh, I feel so hot and sweaty everytime I think about you in bed... hehe...

Whenever I'm emo... and noone there's to cheer me up, just thinking of you, makes my heart bloom into brightness...

Whenever I'm lonely, I'll picture you by my side... hehe..

When I feel left out and being ignored , the thought of you reaching for me makes me feel confident and comfortable, even, if you sometime ignore me too..

I enjoy sitting in the corner looking at you, you may not notice, which is good... too...

It's fun watching you, nasty thoughts start appearing in my head.. keke..

I want.. a taste of you... But it's like trying to go to Moon and breathe their without any oxygen tank... if you didn't get that, it means, it's I-M-P-O-S-S-I-B-L-E.

But it's still the greatest being able to see you by my side, being able to hear your voice, being able to think about you, it's more than enough.

I won't get to hold you. I won't even give myself a chance to hold you, it's my last few months to be around you, but I know, it's impossible. But I'm still smiling at every moment being with you.

And here, I recite what I feel right now..

I am willing to the dishes every night
Just to look up into the night skies,
and look at the moon.

The shape of the moon,
shapes like your smile.
Whether it's cresent or half moon.
But I won't let you know,
what the full moon makes me think of,

YOU

But it rained these few nights..
I was just able to take a glimpse of you.
It's like the skies above know what's right..
Because I'm just alowed to take a peek of you.

No matter, I think that's more than enough.

Now... let's CAN CAN!!! :D

caution: Overly obsessed to the song 'Infernal Gallop', which happens to be the song where the women dance can can to. Don't know what's can can? Youtube it! xD

Over and out.

Muscial Montage!

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:56:00 +0000

Oh no, oh no! I feel like a musical montage coming! :O

Heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeyyyyyyyeeeeeeeeea!!!

(Do your thing honey!)

I could feel it from the start!
Couldn't stand to be apart!
Something bout you caught my eye!
Something moved me deep insideee~

Oh!

You got what I want **** and I want it! :D
And I've been hooked ever since!!

Told mother, my brother my sister and my friend!
Told the others, my lovers, both past and present tense,
That everytime I see you, everything that's making seennseeee!!!!

Lol that was bunch of fun! :D

HOLD ON!

It's tomorrow, it's tomorrow! Finally it's coming! The magnificent, mysterious, well-feared

*drum rolls*

UEC!

*Applause and gasp*

All those preparations, all those hard work, all those tear jerking moments, all those time gone by! This is it, the D-day, the moment of truth, the 8 days of grueling judgement!

But after that.

FREEDOM

from the secondary school life!!!

I'll leave all the happiness and screams after my UEC is done, and when graduation comes.. it'll be the most... :P

ps: YOU SUCK!! :D

I love YOU! :D

Sorry, I sweared.

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 10:24:00 +0000

It may be the most uncool thing, ever. And I know Jordan don't swear anymore, but hey, what's the harm in swearing those stress out? I'm very sure people is going to tell me that there's far better ways to release stress, hmmm, I know but hey..

FUCK YOU! :D

Lol, I just lol-ed in real life typing that. See, it's fun. Don't think I'm mentally disordered. I think I'm perfectly fine.

Now...

FUCK YOU! Seriously, I hate you! :D All you do is criticize others, but don't you know you are the most annoying person I meet so far, and I was SO dumb believing in you! You suck~ You really really really really suck! :D You douchebag!

Hmmm... I don't know what else to swear, besides, it's an imaginative individual.. Although, there are somethings that I really mean it :P

That felt great, back to studies~

....

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Fri, 16 Oct 2009 09:05:00 +0000

It's coming alright, UEC that's it, I think I'll go brief and simple in this post, everything I typed seemed so... so.. Emo and Deep, and now, in this period, I think, even the simpliest word would make me sound like an emo-Fuck..

I wanna get away from this mess.. Ugh, I desire... to be let go... Wanna try something new, wanna get serious and get matters straighten up.. But it's definitely, not now... not now...

6 days to go man, gotta be patient...

Damn, what am I saying, that felt, random, unorganized and just, plain rubbish. Or is it?

I've gain weight... please oh please don't say anything about it, I know what I should do, so please? Lay down on the criticism okay? I don't want to hear another word about it..

Sigh... I feel so... not 'me' these few months... I know, I should be studying instead of blogging here; I know I should be plunging myself into the sea of chemical equations, biological terms, physics formula and mathematical problems, oh don't forget english grammars, chinese literature and malay idioms, I just, want to take a break for awhile..

I know I shouldn't feel like this, my heart... is pounding so quickly again when I thought of you.. I haven't got this feeling for months.. and, with D-day approaching, I must.... resist it.

Everytime you don't reply my messages, it feels like it's the end of the world... Everytime I think about you, it felt like life just got perfect in any way.. I love you, so much.

Gah, still felt like I've been speaking rubbish throughout this post.. I'm sorry :(

p/s: I'm in love~ :D and UEC is coming in 6 days D:

Cravings for being appreciated

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Fri, 09 Oct 2009 13:03:00 +0000

What do I crave for the most, the moment I took on learning yang qin, is appreciation, and also, acceptance..

Because.. So far.. All I get, especially at home, is

"So noisy"

Gee, I wonder how much that hurt me, but still, I swallowed it whole, and have been doing it for almost 3 years now...

Suddenly, it all burst, and, I broke a string during my rampage...

It's like, the only place where I could feel the love is when I play it all alone at home, all alone in school, and with my yang qin friends.. It's just, so hard to find people to appreciate the things I do, all I could say is...

Under appreciated

This post, may sound selfish and self-centered, it's like, I'm not standing in the angle of others and think. I do, and I did. It's just, I've been such a nice person for so long, and I just couldn't take it anymore.

And this goes out to everyone who feels the same as I am, no matter what field we are in, I feel you.

It's stormy...

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 14:42:00 +0000

The weather has been unpredictable, and so is my emotion. The constant stress and pressure, pulls me like a rope, about to snap in a blink of an eye.

It snapped, finally, and I went on a rampage, I'm screaming right now, can't you leave me alone?

Do I belong to this circle of friends, what is my purpose, to live?

What if I'm in love again, I still have to straighten everything, UEC is coming, and the family is counting on me, life, gradually depends on it.

I'm craving acceptance, in your heart, it hurts to see the distance I force myself to make between us, for there is no way we are to be together. It was, again, unorthodox.

Blame it on me, I admit. For being so careless and let cupid aim at you. Hope he removes his love arrow soon. It's unbearable.

I'm wished to be stripped, and I wish to be seen naked, revealing my thoughts to everyone who lay their hands upon it.

It has been a crazy month!

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 20 Sep 2009 14:06:00 +0000

Wow! What a crazy month! Birthdays, school, friends, tuition, school, more school stuffs, driving practice with dad, it's just so many to talk about.

The emotional flush I'm undergoing, the stress I'm suffering from, 33 days to UEC dudes!!

It's always like that, last year SPM, this year UEC... :P

What to blog, what to blog...hmmm....

I don't know >< All I could blog is about my inner self right now, but still, I'll leave that for the next post, still have to update about life xD

Hmmmmm....

kenneth and kenny's little sweet home

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sat, 08 Aug 2009 10:03:00 +0000

What a sweet place to be. In a place that Kenneth and Kenny share, called home. To see, they're little sister, walking around with little toys, to see, Kenny hugging his little sister on his lap, to see their mother, busy as ever, the never ending cleaning up, singing together with the TV theme song.

This is what I call sweet. As I observe Kenny and his little sister playing, I can't help wondering, what have I been missing? At home, especially, the total loneliness, the segregation, the quietness.

GAH! It's unbearable!

ps: Thanks Kenneth for lending me your computer to blog. And Kenny, aren't you a shy kid, putting on your clothes the minute you see me! xD

Praise and 'Praise'

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Fri, 07 Aug 2009 02:47:00 +0000

We should, sometimes, sit down, and appreciate the passing moments in our life. To praise, to love, to appreciate.

I praise the CDs around me, keeping me company when noone's home.

I praise my phone, for connecting my friends and I.

I praise hotmail, for doing a such wonderful job, for too, it has connect my friends from the other side of the world, as well as some locally.

I praise my grandmother, for always being such a nag, but still, never fail to show me her kindness.

I praise my mother, for being a younger version of my grandmother, a fierce nag, and still, never fail to show me how much she loves me. Not to mention the food she makes! :D

I praise my father, the economical support of our family. Though he's not at home most of the time, still, I never blamed him.

I praise my sister, for being such a great support, even when she's in Singapore. And I, apologize, for giving cold shoulders whenever you're around.

I praise my classmates. For being there with me when there's highs and lows. I thank you, for witnessing the changes in me. For understanding, for influencing, for carving me into a better person I am today. Though, there's still flaws, just like what Jordan says, but it's okay, if we combine our flaws, our weaknesses, and turn them into something, beneficial.

I praise my close friends, and good ones, the ones that's not my classmate, for knowing the true side of me, and never gave up on me. Friends like you guys, are just rare like diamonds. Our friendship is just like diamond too, not only rare, but tough, as well.

I praise the teachers, for giving us not only guidance in studies and out future, but also being good adult friends that teenagers now should have.

I praise the government, for providing sufficient electricity and water. For providing comfortable living enviroment. At least, we're not in war nor living in harsh conditions. You've done a great job!

I praise god, for giving me, so many things to praise.

For giving me sight, hearing, taste, touch and smell. For giving me a brain to think, for giving me a working body. For giving emotions, that enriches life even more.

The ocean, the lands, the air, the greens and the animals. Humans misused them, and that what cause the suffering we are in, right now.

I praise, those who has shunned and bruised me, that was, a truly magnificent job you've done there. For it is essential, in molding a better, stronger me.

Thank you, readers, for having such patience, in reading what I praise. Lastly, I praise you.

Drift. Bruise. Loving the impossible

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Thu, 06 Aug 2009 15:29:00 +0000

Letting myself drift... Letting myself bruise... Didn't want to cheer up, because sometimes it just feels better for things to be this way...

How does it feel, to love somebody, that you know you shouldn't.

How does it feel, to know that the person you love, was taken.

How does it feel, when you're doing things for the person you love, but it didn't turn out the way you wanted it to be.

How does it feel, when the person you love is being friendly to another person, but you.

How does it feel, that you could only befriend them, but never get over that line.

Alas, I should just snap out of it. I know my limits. And I should probably cope with it. I'm matured enough, to know what is wrong, what is right, whether this is love or not. Yea, I should know better.

Looks

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Tue, 04 Aug 2009 05:53:00 +0000

Looks matter. You cannot deny that. The increase in good looking guys and beautiful ladies had blinded us with how important moral is.

Who care about moral? Even the moral gripping Chinese are starting to get blinded by it. As long as your partner is more handsome, richer, has a sexy body, then you'll be dominating the social pyramid.

The world is realistic. You know it is.

Even the little detail like what is their hairstyle, what they are wearing, their attitude. Attracts thousand upon thousands of people. The center of attention.

Who cares if you're the most decent guy, who cares if you have brains, who cares if you have a kind heart? People now want looks and money! Of course, not all of them are, but still, the majority is realistic and materialistic.

So, don't you people out there feel lucky that you have a pretty face and hot body? Appreciate it.

ps: This was, a little random. I am not posting this just to show how jealous I am. I know I'm not attractive, at all, and I know I don't have a hot body. So if you think I'm just a jealous and ball-less bastard, then by any means, be my guest.

Is this how it feels?

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Mon, 03 Aug 2009 12:26:00 +0000

We hugged. But I know it's just a friendly one. And will always be. We hugged, and I didn't allow myself to go anymore further. We hugged, and I felt like the world luckiest person, but yet, at the same time, the most miserable one.

You gave the sighted world a breathe of new life.

The look in your eyes, so beautiful. The way you look back into mine. The way we looked into each others eyes. My heart skipped a beat.

I watch you grow, and it was spectacular. I watch you grow, it was beautiful. I watch you grow, and it started to hurt, because I know, I am not allowed to love you.

I kept my distance, and it shall be this way. For you are, taken.

I won't make a move.

I just, want to hug you now. To feel your warmth, to feel your heart beat, to get to smell you. To acknowledge I'm still alive.

Is this how it feels? To love someone that you know you cannot get them to love you too.

1st of August

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 02 Aug 2009 03:42:00 +0000

1st of August, a friend of mine's birthday party. It was quite a memorable one. One of my last parties with her, and with mostly of the friends that attended the party last night.

It'll be my last year to do a lot of things here.

Final year...

It's getting over me, and I can't stop feeling sad about it. When graduation comes, it'll be a great blend of excitement and great sadness.

Excited that I made it through 6 years in Yu Yuan. That I've spent time with so many of my classmates, through good an bad times. Excited, that I've made my classmates my good and personal friends. Glad, that I cherished they're day as well as they cherished mine. They seen changes in me, as well as I seen changes in them. We all became much better persons than before. *Leave the rest I wanna say when graduation day comes*

Sad, because I'm about to leave the place that I've studied, had fun with tears and joyfulness in it, sweat that has dropped onto the school group, dedication to my orchestra. Hah, orchestra...

Emptiness returns. All over again.

After all the things that you put me through, you think I despise you, but in the end, I wanna thank you, cause you make me that much stronger.

SCREAMS!!

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Thu, 30 Jul 2009 13:22:00 +0000

MORE SCREAMS! hOLY SHIT?! WHAT?! RIGHT HMM... MY LINE'S BACK! GLORIOUS!

What happened so far within these few days of getting stuck without being able to online...

Let us trace back to WHY I couldn't online for a few days.

Parents banned? No. Bad weather? No. Faulty modem?

Closer..

Bad maintenance of the telecommunication system in Sandakan? Oh getting warmer.

The telekom building was set ablaze on Monday morning? Ding ding ding!

You're on fire!... Literally! xD

Hence leading to the distorted days of doing nothing concerning the internet. It felt, quite empty... But it was a good chance for me to finish off my art work that's due 31st of June.

Which I finally finish. Hooray! :D

And guess what, just when everyone was putting their guard down, just as I thought that it wouldn't happen.

It still did.

Let me break it for you. In a not so paranoid way.

Due to the current case of 4 H1N1 victims, Yu Yuan Secondary School is officially closed for a week. School shall resume on the 10th of August. Mid-term exam has been canceled for further notice.

Wicked... :D

Yang Qin

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 13:28:00 +0000

I'm crazed about the yang qin music piece -Beautiful Africa.

Judging by the title, you already know it describes about the beauty of Africa and it's people.

It was a random one, and I've not perfected it, but still I felt bored and video taped it. enjoy! xD

Try listening this song to the very end too by the way :3 Thanks

Feeling Joyful

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 12:09:00 +0000

I can't overcome this sudden burst of excitement and gaiety. I'm feeling so inspired, so ambitious.

Reading your newly updated yet left out blog, I can't stop laughing.

You suck, you suck you really suck! Thank goodness you suck. Haha!

Fuck you, fuck you very very much.
Cause we hate what you do, and we hate your whole crew.
So please don't stay in touch.

Fuck you, fuck you very very much.
Cause your word don't translate and it's getting quite late.
So please don't stay in touch.

Look inside your tiny mind dude! :D

Those long months waiting was quite boring and explosively time wasting. I was so flooded and suffocating by your lies! :D

And getting my friends to save me out from troubled waters is just very troublesome of you, doesn't it?

You suck.

Lol, I never get tired from calling you that.

Normal

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 10:13:00 +0000

I desire, I crave, I'm desperate, to be a little normal.

I begged, I prayed, I yelled for things around me to stop annoying me.

Stop it, please. I know what I am doing.

230th entry.

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 26 Jul 2009 05:03:00 +0000

Wow, it's my 230th entry in this blog. I need to wait for the mood is right to blog some particular entries, you know, to make it more emotionally appealing.

That's what it is. So stay tuned for future updates.

Randomness for today: Fuck you! :D

A very interesting song. Sung by Lilly Allen.

Thanks Peggy for introducing this song :D

Later!

Chinese Orchestra

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Fri, 24 Jul 2009 09:41:00 +0000

With a wave of the conductor stick, the whole orchestra moves the way the conductor moves.

They move to the way he moves, willingly, or unwillingly?

It's been half a year since I am on this pose. Apparently, I am going to graduate soon. And the orchestra shall be passed down to the next president.

But there's one question circulating me lately. What have I done for my orchestra?

I guess none. I felt so ashamed of it. I shouldn't have gotten onto this pose. I have so many things in mind, to improve the orchestra. But yea, sometimes it just couldn't be done.

They say a good leader is someone who uses their underlings well. It's true, but sometimes, there are things that I should go solo. I know, people are going to criticize on my actions, but, consider my age, I am very clear of what I am doing.

Please, don't judge a person by his expression on his face. Everyone has their own unique expression according to what is on their mind. So please don't make irrelevant assumptions, eh? I know, sometimes you guys say things that might seem piercing me, and my expression would somehow show dislike, but sorry to disappoint you, it's not. In fact, that's my listening look. And if you felt a great sense of dislike, it's upon myself. For making decision that gets criticized.

Please don't try reading my mind, you'll end up being in vain.

I know what's good for my orchestra, if I'm voted as one, I will do my best. I'm a perfectionist, so frustration plays along. You want me to cope with everyone? I do, in a way that people misunderstands. I don't feel under appreciated. It's just a sad case seeing people digging their own grave and let themselves perish.

I'm pretty sure, not many likes me in orchestra, well well, I'm so sorry, I can't please everyone.

Please, don't say that I'm spoiled. It may look like I have a perfect life at home, it's not! In fact, whose family is? One thing is for sure, I'm not a spoiled brat like some in school.

I may be not as good as the other club presidents like Simon, Connie, Tzy Tyng, San Teck, Yu Ze and Jie How. I may not be as creative as any of them. I may not be as skillful as any of them. Nor I'm as a good leader as they are.

I am trying my best.

When you have to cope with dropping grades, I have no choice. What can a perfectionist do.

I took sometime

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 14:16:00 +0000

I took sometime, to read my previous entries in this blog. And wow, have I grown up.

The way I type now differs, with less typing errors.

I looked back into my past. I laughed, wept, pondered.

I really have matured. I dare say.

Going towards a bright, yet uncertain future.

Looking back in the colourful past, which a dash of light and clashes of darkness in it.

I'd seen

How much I love my friends.

How much I would dedicate my time for the school orchestra.

How much effort I would give to pass my studies.

How much, disappointment I see in our junior nowadays.

But bear in mind, not all juniors are rotten apples.

There's still good soul.

Let's pray, they don't turn bad like the other rotten eggs.

A month

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Wed, 22 Jul 2009 12:00:00 +0000

I think, i am ready, to talk about it.

It was a beautiful month of June. Everything was sweet. It spiced up my life. It was the few weeks of happiness. Everything I see is beautiful, everything I touch turns to gold. I was getting fatter from the sugary sweetness. Every minute every second it'll be in my mind, the love I was in. Every step I take flower would grow, every breathe I take rejuvenates the people around me. I had that aura around me that revives dead soul.

Then came the period where time took control of life. Time restricted from me from meeting up with my purpose of living. My sentimentalism took over too. The bright yellow aura died down. Grief engulfed my morning skies. And rain would beat on my window at night. Things went on like that. Bad things would fade through my thoughts, which I will dismiss.

It became impossible for me to love. And that day, that faithful day, when I listened to Christina Aguilera's Impossible. It happened.

The break up, was one of the thing that hurts most that moment. I was impressed though, that I was able to keep a straight face for a few hours before breaking down when there's nobody at home. The gloomy sky outside turned into thunder storms. The grief I had, turned into frustration. I was furious. Frustrated that I was left like that. For not even giving me a chance to speak up. For not even giving me a chance to let me tell you, how much I've been suffering before you even break up with me.

But yet, I just felt like it's the end of the world for ONE mere hour.

This relationship we shared. Was sweet, bumpy and short.

I deleted your every message, and that's when it starts to hurt. But.. I have move on.

I know, that you won't be visiting this blog anymore. Just like what you did, deleting me from you contact list in Hotmail and Facebook.

You suck!

You say it'll be pointless to say that you'll be here with me always? I want you to know, why you shouldn't you use the term FOREVER! You have to take responsibility.

Mr Hong was right, when you really love someone, and when we break up, more likely getting dumped, we'll blame it all at the partner. For being so selfish, so cruel, so cold, so heartless.

I was starting to recover from my previous bruises from getting together with you, now you doubled the pain. I hope you are happy.

Oh wait! You do!

What is it more to say? It's over. And I'm glad I have friends like Simon, Stella, Tzy Tyng, Su Tien, Bernice, Robert, Wei Wei and Jie How, Phui with me.

I'm single again ladies and gentlemen!

Impossible

It's impossible to love you
If you don't let me know what you're feeling
It's impossible for me to give you what you need
If you're always hidin' from me I don't know what hurt you
I just, I wanna make it right
Cos boy I'm sick and tired of trying to read your mind

It's impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it's impossible for me to love you
It's the way it is
It's impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it's impossible
If you makin' it this way

Impossible to make it easy
If you always tryin' to make it so damn hard
How can I, how can I give you all my love, baby
If you're always, always puttin' up your guard

This is not a circus
Don't you play me for a clown
How long can emotions keep on goin' up and down

It's impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it's impossible for me to love you
It's the way it is
It's impossible (impossible)
Oh baby it's impossible
If you keep treating me this way
Over, over (over and over)

Impossible baby (impossible, impossible)
If you makin' it this way, this way
Oh baby, it's impossible
If you makin' it this way

It was art class

noreply@blogger.com (anSon) — Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:27:00 +0000

It was art class, where we will be making candles with jelly candle. And that's when inspiration struck.

You're blue, and I'm red. Together, we mix to form romantic purple. There's a shell inside, and it's the one and only shell, because.. You're the only one I love.